You Don't Know What I Do...

When you leave me alone
You don't know what I do
When I'm locked in my room
You don't know what I do
When I don't talk
You don't know what I'm
Holding inside
When I don't sing
You don't know what I'm
Keeping to myself

If only you knew
what goes on in my head
If only you knew
What I think about
Everyday.

Have you ever had a friend die
and you feel you could have stopped it?
Have you ever wondered why they did it?
Have you ever tried it?
Cutting Yourself...
To let the pain out?

No you've never tried it
You don't know what I do.

You don't know what I do
When you say go away
You don't know what I do
When you call me names
You don't know what I do
When you walk away from me

If only you knew
what i think about
If only you knew
how my heart breaks
If only you knew

Have you ever been alone
where nobody cares
Have you ever cried
and you just get stared at
Have you ever wondered what I do
Have you ever tried it?
Cutting yourself...
To let the pain out?

No you've never tried it
You don't know what I do.

You don't know what I do
When I go on my quote unquote runs
You don't know what I do
When I leave to go to friends houses
You don't know what I do
When I'm alone in my car

If only you knew
What I think about
If only you knew
How much I care
If only you knew

Have you ever stared
into my eyes
Have you ever felt my pain
Have you ever thought
what I've thought about
Have you ever tried it?
Cutting yourself...
To let the pain out?

No you've never tried it
You never know what I do

And just to let you know
You never will...