Cherri13

The addiction you feign over

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Drugs, Sex, Lies by Cherri13, literature

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Drugs, Sex, Lies

Cant do this anymore Because you don't want me to Or maybe i'm just blaming someone else Instead of myself again I want things to change I want to be normal And I know it will never happen Always up in the clouds Don't ever want to come down It feels to good being high Everything is so much clearer Makes me just want to tell you everything To bad you're not around Everything is beautiful But I can't tell you that You don't see it like I do Hell nobody does for that matter The colors so vibrant The lines never matched Maybe truth does make the world go round But something could take the place Drugs Sex Lies Deceit Endl

Know the Truth by Cherri13, literature

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Know the Truth

I won't change anything for you Even though I wish I could I'm not the same girl I was At least not the one in high school She died along time ago When I started believing I wasn't good enough The pain overshadows everything else But then I forget what feeling feels like I know makes no sense But then again nobody really understands me Not anymore Not like he used to I wish I could go back to that And I wish he could have been my first Then maybe I wouldn't have fucked up my life As fucked up as I am now I'm surprised anybody even cares about me And I know at least he says he does That's all I can understand But I'm not goo

Breaking The Habit I Wish by Cherri13, literature

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Breaking The Habit I Wish

So much more that beckons me, You cant see it all inside. You beg and plead and I keep silent, because your not good enough. At least for what I want. You wish, I laugh at your expense, so I can smile again, Right in your face. No longer care. I loved you, You ripped me apart, But that's okay. One day you will realize that I was the one. I could have given so much more then she ever could. Maybe I am destined to be alone. You can't change that, You never could. Hell, Waffle House rambles aren't the same anymore, Hell, Killing wouldn't make me feel any better, It might in the moment but not the momen

Straight in the Face by Cherri13, literature

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Straight in the Face

Feelings don't matter Apparently neither do I Not even thinking about you is okay I am not supposed to be like this Depressed and Pretending But thats okay Because I lay in the dark and try to shut out the pain Its to easy to fall into the past But trying not to dwell You wouldn't understand Oh wait you aren't ever around The scars are not as far apart these days I feel as though I am beautiful You just see me as trash Zoning out only helps just enough Lyrics are always on repeat Feeling like a zombie Half alive on the bed Words circling around and around I am not supposed to feel this way Abused and Lonely Possibly Use

Invisible by Cherri13, literature

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Invisible

Listening to music Never is the same anymore Its as if all has changed The silence is getting worse Sitting alone Nobody to listen It's okay though Making it works Listen to me Make it right Should I believe I'm not sure Pay for your sins Bet they aren't greater than mine So much jumbled all together Like a fish out of water The word's you say Just gather Make it worse As if it's a stitch unraveled Laying on the ground Like a forgotten letter I don't want to leave But feel so trapped My heart caught in the middle How did it end up like this Guess saying forever Was just a twist.

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Know the Truth by Cherri13, literature

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Know the Truth

Breaking The Habit I Wish by Cherri13, literature

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Breaking The Habit I Wish

Straight in the Face by Cherri13, literature

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Straight in the Face

Invisible by Cherri13, literature

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I don't know how... by Dark-Wolfeh, literature

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I don't know how...

I don't know how you do it. But, whenever I'm at my wits end from pain, suffering, or just stress, you amazingly make it all disappear without trace... I don't know how you do it. But, whenever I am feeling alone, I can talk to you and it vanishes... I don't know how you do it. You can make any of my doubts about myself fall away from me... I don't know how you do it. I've never thought of myself as an amazing person yet, you make me a believer of it. I don't know how you do it. But, wherever I go, I see you in some way. I hear your voice somehow. I can feel again. I never thought it would happen for me, but I know in my heart a

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About Cherri13

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Dec 28, 1986
United States
Deviant for 18 years
www.facebook.com/CuppyCakeFiend
She / Her

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I listen to music like there is nothing left in the world.
I have writers block 90% of the time but the other 10% something new comes alive within me.

Current Residence: Somewhere I wish was different
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Favourite style of art: Black and White photography
Operating System: Windows XP
Favourite cartoon character: Gir or Gaz from Invader Zim
Personal Quote: Turn me down, make me cry, tell me you love me, its all a lie

Favourite Movies

Donnie Darko

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Adele, The Verve Pipe, Boyce Avenue, Seether, Staind, Sick Puppies, Otep...shall i keep going...

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allan Poe

Favourite Games

D&D, Call of Duty, Guitar Hero, Soul Caliber

Favourite Gaming Platform

my keyboard

Tools of the Trade

Pen, Paper, Sharpies, Camera

Other Interests

Things change....they do daily

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Cherri13

Nov 10, 2011

When you think you have it all....

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I lost everything on my hard drive acouple days ago thanks to an amazing virus that wiped everything...so everything I had been working on in the last few months is gone... Guess I am back at square one... /sigh <3 CuppyCake

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Cherri13

Aug 14, 2011

The world is ending...

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I am currently without internet and have been for the past few months...rent comes before luxary...and it sucks...so sorry for not putting up new things...I have written quite a bit since I posted last but alast i have no way to upload it...